Why must a large part of our social worth be being in a relationship. Because there are a lot of people who are truly awesome humans who are forever alone. And a large part of it is because we are deemed unattractive. It’s especially depressing when SO MANY people say “OMG YOUR BROTHER IS SO HOT” Yes, I know. I know that I got the absolute shit end of the gene pool. And that you all just overlook the good qualities I have that don’t have to deal with appearance.
It also bothers me that I can talk to any female about pretty much everything, except for when I’m attracted to them. I just curl up in a ball and go back to hating my middle and high school self for not figuring this out 8 or so years ago, as if I missed some extremely important life lesson. The lesson to succeed in proving your social worth. Oh well. Time to go back to homework and my self-loathing and despair.